So many things happened this week.
im so tired.physically, and emotionally.
today's devotions were meaningful ( in a sense)
sighs. this whole week have been so 'just-get-over-and-done-with' week.
everything's so screwed.
my marks are totally screwed.

sighs. so filled with mixed feelings.

With Christ in the vessel we can smile at the storm, smile at the storm.
With Christ in the vessel we can smile at the storm as we go sailing home

life is so unpredictable. so, i don't know. unstable.
its like. a roller coaster ride.
has its ups and downs.
well, i guess God really just wanted me to have this experience, that I can grow more mature, and be more self assured? Maybe God just wanted me to see what i have by looking at what happened.
i see the tears that flow.
and i wonder.
am i THAT strong to not have those tears? or am i just heartless.

i should have said it when i could. to help. but i didnt. and im really sorry.